2012年01月17日

It will be my face

Night, toss and turn restlessly, lonely sleep, I got up and lit a cigarette, looking at the smoke, she was alone, in fact, smoke to me, just to resolve loneliness of a goods, let him not to have nothing to do, but when you start, it has become my body essential things, pass through my chest, in my heart, then, I become fan drunk drunk, in a trance, like fantasy look at the lights, dim and bright, but, it can illuminate my heart? The heart is just a piece of darkness, it will only hurt my eyes, let me shed tears wet imperceptibly, bit by bit, as if falling back into the abyss, cannot bear to think of the past, also is not willing to think, you are very good, very good ... ...

Lonely lonely heart depression, torture, if can choose, I would rather be a lonely, because lonely people, will not feel lonely, and lonely people, will not stop torturing yourself.

The dark night gave me a pair of black eyes, but also gave me lonely color, like cold is hot. Anterior vast, fog, I can not see the future direction, can not see the future road, how to walk, I am tired, I tired, I want to stop the footsteps of the disorder in a hurry, let a heart as early as in a disastrous state of heart, is a moment of peace.

After so much pain, confusion, I thought I already do not feel pain, but in one night, in a dark corner, will still feel not slight shiver, as from the heart of the cold, throughout the body, let my tears could not help to flow, think of the smile to pretend, the mask, wear more and more deep, one day, it will become my face ... ...



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