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2011年12月09日

downcast while

90 years of spring, than my small 2-year-old youth young man, the appearance is very downcast while walking to come in.Bought a box of cigarette, absentminded of he will leave, I shouted him.I know the marriage that he settled for two years, ex- two talent hands.The parents and close relatives blame and scold, and the pain of his in the mind difficult speech, make to have no culture of he thoughted of suicide.When I poke aside the shadow in his heart, he suddenly turns over a body to lie prone on the Kang and wails aloud to weep aloud ……for a long time and for a long time he stopped to cry a voice, he started to embrace me:"Uncle, I definitely invigorate, can't play the ass."Listen to his emollient footstep, I delightedly looking at him to with assurance walked.

When see the forest of the Yu Yu spring onion spring onion, want to read to understand it, should look for the small river that the wood wins first, or Lin Pang's brook, the water sound of Chan Chan is the heart song of forest.When you meet a miss for liking, want to read to understand her, should move own last heart song first, use you of excellent and sincerity, capture her heart palpitates, her attention is the biggest affirmation ……

Go to a plum town each time, the first matter enters goods, the second matter is to see her, and this is also the small secret of my in the mind.Because she at wholesale a department in, see her reason very full.That entered goods to have no money, she could trust of make me pull back goods, make the mind that I feel her as beautiful as she.The expression that afterwards sees her reading a book again is very beautiful, let my heart also the wave move.Although my body is weird,the dream is still beautiful.

Write a letter for her for the first time, not only many drum foots courage, the feeling of in the mind is embarrassed and marvellous.That is the afternoon of 89 the beginning of the years autumn, I am still that the end watch for the elder brother at her of the retail sales enter goods there, I brought her a book, in clip me to her first letter.The that time is popular'Qiong precious jade hot', what I bring is Qiong precious jade of 《bluish cloud sky 》.The handwriting that she writes too grass, be recognized with difficulty to recognize very much.Once she fell a style in criticizing invoice may what to write is "week house", how I see is also "week plum" and all say the word is like its person, the personality that can say a word such as her, but isn't her beauty.The first believes I use'week plum'form of address, she has been recognizing tacitly.When I pass the book to inside in the her hand that day, cleverness of she will see my unnatural air.Although I could not see own face,feel easily excited heat of, the heart also keeps jumping.Until return to a heart to still keep excitedly jumping, I once in a very long while can not fallen asleep in the evening ……

After my third believed, she answered the letter.Let my excitement for a long time, that believed me to also read a quite a few time.Not only don't want to put it away, the handwriting is also really difficult to recognize pure.Our worry from the clipping in the friendly intercourse letter, her name is very good to listen:The week is gentle and quiet, the pet name calls:Xiao spring.90 years she sends to give me one to offer congratulations postcard, the appearance of top also profoundly moved me.That is on the mountain precipice, inclined grow a weird curved loose, curve of parking and loosenning the luxuriantly proud head stand erect.The underneath is two small word"strange loose" of printing from lead type and behind write full her wish ……I am an in her heart weird green loose?

The letter of friendly intercourse not only minute down our order intravenous drop drop, also make me raise a literalness expression.I am starting keeping diary for 84 years, those years depict of just I am monotonous of life.And Xiao spring'acquaint with'after, my diary is also no longer lifeless and lonesome.……Till 94 years, I and she, also with my diary forever distinguish.

In our hearts although surge in the love for sprouting, the reality always returns is reality, differ with dream of too far.90 years of deep autumn, she silently tells me:She is soon married!That world noon I enter good goods, the father has the goods equiped and fastens a prison with the rope.I am hard to tackle ground of to climb ox cart, the Xiao spring walked to come forward to hand me and passed a letter to me.I happily once connected letter, but she silently tells me:"I am soon married ……" my felling suddenly one earthquake, brain blank, surprised foolish on the car.Her apology ground looking at me and seem in eyes is saying:Sorry ……

I looking at that letter and silently shed tears in the evening, but the in the mind silently blesses her happiness.The love is great, also selfish.I don't know as well is who once said like this:"You love a girl, will give her life happiness, will make her life fine ……" I can not do it, my body the person who can give me the love, bring living pressure, bring life of heavy.I love her, can not implicate her.Bless she has a life that peaceful and fine marriage there is happiness.
  


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