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2011年09月21日

I want to say to you

Dear of, probably this is the last time to call so you, original these words I want in face of you say of, but the circumstance in that day can not make me open mouth to you, whatever I did amiss, all hope that you can forgive me.Still have is that I cherish very much and you together each cent each one, I don't want to make the disagreeable influenced us so little of wretchedness but again briefly gather together.I love you and love very much to love you very much, this love has already gone deep into marrow, already body not from F;I can not do it to forget you, can not put on to go from my heart bottom you, my heart intertexture wears 1 kind how also pull not pure pain and sufferings, forget you, I can not do it and continue to love you and is a kind of mistake, I don't know how to do, I really don't know how to do, every day drive so antinomy write·······I know my heel very clearly you can not together, know from the first, serious you say "we can be together of" to me for the first time, you know I have much touched?Although I know that you are probably on impulse to say,I still keep embracing some imagination and also seeks a reason that can continue to love you for oneself in the meantime, I like to hear you the voice every day, which afraid is that you get angry to become angry to me I like, can the voice hearing you let I very the happiness is very happy.I don't dare to entertain wild hope you will really marry me, because I am in front of you always all very from vulgar, this probably you don't know, LED the industry new rulebut this is true······


Every day I don't know will miss you how much time, knows not to think that you are my biggest pain and sufferings, I catch each you of smiling face, you of voice, you walk of appearance, also have you the heartless facial expression, the merriment recall us together, our chat, each relevant you of recall me to cherish very much to cherish very much, I embrace so these recollections spent from divorce till now, is also that you have been propping up I live till now, I appreciate that you gave me so many recollections and appreciated that you make my life had no blank and also appreciate that you can fall in love with me.See the message that you give me hair me and then will happily be like the childhood celebrate the New Year, you can make me will be excited several days, these do you know?

But you starts avoiding now I misunderstand me, you say that you don't want to hurt me, can you have been all aring hurting me,Whole heat exchangersalso remember that I get drunk wine to the your words that night?You are hurting me now, you don't make a phone call to me I don't mind, but you don't connect my telephone be hurt me;You don't deliver a message for me, I can comprehend, but you don't return to the message that I give out you and also be hurting me;I so and so miss you every day, and your felling doesn't arrive and also be hurting me;Know you most most hurt me of is what?Is feelings that you don't dare to admit you to me in other people's in front, seem to make the other people know that you love I am you of a kind of humiliation...I can at wish of listen to out in words, can clearly take a rest at you but to the affair that my tell a falsehood says going to work the felling comes out, can together fear from the you and mes that your colleague knew to see out in this matter, everythings of all these all explained that you loved me to say being a kind of humiliation to you.Still that Liu sees a message, I completely can imagine, you is how says mine in front of her, if you spoke you to my true feelings, she couldn't stay and see me.You let me not worth a damn in front of her, you unexpectedly connect me to make a phone call for you to all make her listen to, what problem do you know this elucidation?Explain in Liu's eyes I am a shameless person, in fact, you are to want to prove to see you don't love me this to him right?If say previously I lost confidence decision to end to the life own of words, I still have concerning about of 1:00 and there is reluctanting to part with of 1:00, at this moment of I have already had no to love dearly to the life, is also this time you let in handling the attitude of this affair my decision be over own life, because I live the milli- is nonsense, I paid my havings, get of but is you evaluation like this is to me;I cherish most most of person to I but is so and so of don't care, I am always a very self-confident person, I had no self-confidence in front of you;I am always the person whom a wants a face very much, I had no self-respect in front of you.You are from the heart bottom in despise me, on the hoof make me feeling really painful, I felt sick of this kind of painful, can not get away from this kind of painful, can not also bear this kind of pain and sufferings······I want that ending is the whole······Slice.


I know that my life will soon end before going to, so I don't want to dispute any affair and wanted to make you save you and her business, I ability is you do of also only be so getting more, I sincerely hope you ability happy!

I am a person who wants a face very much, don't want to make the other people know a lot of affairs, so I can't choose a suicide,key problem fixed but will choose an accident.In other people's eyes that is just an accident, if you still have a little love the dignity that I make me keep an end.
  


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